85.

[it will never be the same, kadieblue.]

What does it mean when you bite your lip?
normally it means they are chapped.

How many people have seen you completely nude?
well... between boyfriends, girlfriends, friends, and lucky strangers...
a lot. to be frank.

How do you feel about the way you look?
it GREATLY varies.

Who was the last person that you insulted?
i'm not sure.

Do you enjoy being naked?
one of the finer things in life.

Are you comfortable being naked around other people?
well. it depends. i'll go skinny dipping, i'll go streaking. i'll change in front of people. i don't mind being naked with my matthew. in fact, when i am alone, or alone with him it's my preferred state.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
... oneish?

Have you recently had plans with someone and they cancelled?
not really.

Who was the last person to call you baby?
matthew.

Does it snow where you live?
occasionally.
had a pretty insane white christmas.

Are you listening to music?
mhm. yeasayer.

What does your phone do when you get a new message?
lost it at a party. but it did vibrate.

What are you excited for?
... many things.

Have you ever kissed a girl?
definitely.

Do you know anyone that has been in rehab?

84.

[last weekend. me and blue. (: ]

What is something you and your signifcant other do that may seem weird to others?
when we argue, we don't cut each other down.
it's more like a discussion.
we don't really fight.
and people are really weirded out by it.

When was the last time you kissed someone? And who was it?
matthew., he was leaving for work. (:

Where were you last at? With who?
mathew's car. matthew.

Do you have any tests coming up?
i can't wait to go to school.

When and why did you last cry?
car broke down.

Copy and paste your last AIM convo.
i don't aim.

How long have you liked the person you like right now?
YEARS.

Will anything change in the next month?
hopefully.

When was the last time you drank?
uh, like two nights ago?

Do you think anyone is thinking about you right now?
i think so.

What did you last worry about?
job. money.

What time did you wake up today?
eleven.

When are you going to shower?
probably around four.

What color is your underwear?
black.

Do you like chocolate?
yum.

What is your favorite color?
yellow.

Who was the last person to be mad at you?
i have no idea.
i don't generally piss people off.

Did anyone tell you a secret today?
no.

When was the last time you had sex?
couple days ago.

Are you going to anytime soon?
(:

I assume you do drugs? What have you done before?
well, i'd rather not make a list.
but i have done a great variety.

How many shots can you take?
it greatly depends on the night.
one of jamie's favorite stories to tell is when i had like 18 shotsof tequila, 5 shots of vodka, and like 8 jello shots.
i kicked everyone's ass at guitar hero, and woke up earlier than everyone, without a hangover.
no lie.

Do you think you're a good person?
i have good intentions.

What was the last embarrassing thing that you did?
i'm not sure.

Do you think someone cares for you?
i know multiple people care a great deal about me.

Live a good life and die young or live a boring life and die old?
LIVE FAST, DIE YOUNG.

83.

[20th birthday, june '09 pretty epic pic, if i do say so myself.]

Hi-diddly-ho, neighbor-ino! How's life?:
i don't respond to questions containing the word diddly. :P

Have you always known what you've wanted to do with your life, career-wise?:
god, no. i always have so many ideas.

If you found out you couldn't bear children, would you be willing to adopt?:
i have no idea.

Can you not listen to a band if the singer sounds whiny?:
even if the music is good if the singer is up there whining, and it doesn't sound right, it puts a damper on the whole thing, you know?

Would you stay at a haunted hotel?:
YES.

Could you live without the Internet?:
of course. everyone can.
but the internet is a really awesome convenience.

Do you always remember to bring a towel?:
yeah. (:

Spiders: Kill them or let 'em go?:
i would never kill a spider outside! that's like someone coming into your home and killing you! but if they are in my house, and they are too creepy to catch and let go, or if they are dangerous, they have to go.

How do you feel about Paris Hilton?:
... i don't.

When drunk, are you: violent, crazy, clingy, talkative, or depressed?: 
crazy, talkative, fun, energetic.

Do you know who is on the $5000 bill? (yes, it does exist!):
nah. i wish.

What is the best HAND-MADE present you've ever recieved?:
my sister makes some rad jewelry, scarves, etc.

Do you Yahoo?:
nope. i google.

Have you ever TP'ed someone?:
yeah. many years ago.

Have you ever gotten pizza delivered to your house that you didn't order?:
no.

What's the most disgusting thing you've ever encountered while at a hotel?:
hm. nothing that i can think of.

What would you do if Hugh Hefner hit on you?:
AHAHA.
it ain't happenin.
so i won't think about it.

Is the price always right?:
rarely is the price right.

Do you smell what the Rock is cookin'!?!?:
no thank you.

Are you gullible?:
it depends.

What's the craziest rumor you've heard about Marilyn Manson?:
that he really doesn't have any genitals.
people are so silly.

(Insert random song lyric of your choice here):
now the world can be an unfair place at times
but your lows will have their compliment of highs
and if anyone should cheat you
take advantage of or beat you
raise your head and wear your wounds with pride.
you must stick up for yourself son.
never mind what anybody else done.

Does unneccessary punctuation annoy you?:
i notice it.
but i don't get the torches or pitchforks or anything.

Do you know anyone who was born on leap year?:
no, and i have always wondered how that goes.

Do you follow a 5-second rule after dropping food on the floor?:
not usually.

Do you think that only unclean people get head lice?:
no no no.
i think it's spread through unclean places like summercamp and school.

What are you squeamish about?:
hairballs. not cat ones.
but like cleaning out your brush.
makes me gag like crazy for some reason.

Are you skilled with balls? (like basketball or baseball, you perv!):
nope.

Did you take Flintstone vitamins or any others as a child?:
yeah!

What types of things do you think the government is hiding from us?:
i'm not sure.
but a huge number of things, i'm sure.

What would you do if the Kool-Aid man busted through your wall?:
OH NO, KOOL-AID MAN.

Have you ever been to an art museum? Aren't paintings so cool?!:
one of the best days of my life was spent at a museum.

How do you like your soda: bottles, cans, or straight from the fountain?:
mixed with alcohol.
other than that i will take water.

Do you recycle?:
not really, damnit.

Can one person really make a difference?:
ofcourse.

Which is worse: elevators or escalators?:
elevators.
i've been stuck in one. it was weird.

Are you gonna make your momma proud?:
yeah.

Ring the bell for service or wait patiently for a minute first?:
wait patiently.

Boomerang or Cartoon Network?
adult swim.

Have you learned anything valuable today? Share it & make us all smarter!
today? not really.
i just woke up and got on here.

Do you memorize random facts?:
yeah. but not on purpose.

What's your favorite kind of Doritos?:
none.

Do your parents have MySpace pages?:
my dad does.
but only for the games.

If you had a time machine, would you go to the past or to the future?:
i would go EVERYWHERE.

What if Darth Vader was YOUR father?:
NOOOOOO! :P
i love star wars.

You're at the zoo. In what direction must you go first?:
seems like i always go to the elephants first.

Do you honestly know how to play Monopoly or just make up rules as you go?:
i don't. i rarely play it.
and when i do, i play "dad-opoly"
his version is AMAZING.

If you know the answer, do you blurt it out?:
involuntarily.

Be honest...ever peed in the pool?
maybe when i was a kid.

Do you ever fathom the amount of words in the English language?:
i did once, while trippin.
blew me away.

Have you ever pulled a fire alarm?:
no.

Do brain teasers tickle, confuse, or fascinate your brain?:
fascinate me. i love a brain teaser.

You're hungry. All there is to eat is stale chips. Eat 'em or not?:
if i was just hungry, no.

Have you had your tonsils removed?:
no.

If Ashton Kutcher punk'd you, would you feel the need to punch him?:
i really don't see this happening.

Have you ever fallen off of a treadmill while walking/running?:
haha, no.

Do ya speak gangsta, son?:
no. but i understand it when it is spoken.

Do you drink milk right from the bottle/carton, or pour yourself a glass?:
pur a glass.

Isn't Chef Boyardee awesome?:
as a kid they were wonderful.
now i wouldn't touch them with a ten foot pole.

Do you like marshmellows in your hot cocoa?
duhhh.

What reality show has been taken WAY too far?:
i don't watch reality television.

If you were going on a trip, would you Mapquest the directions first?:
google, baby.

Do you hide when Jehovah's Witnesses knock on your door?:
AHAHA. when i was in eighth grade...

Did you ever think any of your teachers were HOT?:
no, but a lot of girls did.

Doesn't it suck when you have a wedgie in a public place?:
wedgies suck all the time.

If you farted in front of your significant other, would he/she care?:
lol, he would laugh at me.

White Castle: nasty or absolutely yummy?!:
i've only had it once, and it was all right. haha.

When you burp at the dinner table, are you expected to excuse yourself?:
i can't really burp.
unless i've just done a beer bong.
and i wouldn't do that at the dinner table.
but yeah, i would be expected to excuse myself.

Must you grab a souvenir from almost everywhere you go?:
yeah.

Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater? Which one?:
i don't think so.

Did you enjoy making things out of Play-Doh as a child?:
YES. my sister and i were masters!
but we had to play it away from our brother, becasue he would just eat it.

82.

[we were all wasted. jamie is getting all zombie on me. haha.
keah, vinny, brody, kadie, jamie, me.]

This survey gets REAL personal, can you handle it?
certainly.

Your last ex rapes your best friend. What do you do?
that's a terrible thing to make someone think of!
i would probably do something about it.

Name one person you wish you could fix things with?
uh. chelsea. but idk.
things happen for a reason.

What’s something you’re looking forward to?
like around five hundred dollars to be deposited into my account.

Have you ever turned to drinking or smoking to solve a problem?
to solve it, no.
but to temporarily deal with stress and feelings, yes.
but only to temporarily deal with them.
i handle my shit.
and that definitely isn't even on the top ten reasons i smoke & drink.

Have you seen someone recently you used to talk to, but don’t anymore?
not really.

Do you think it’s a bunch of shit when people say “I have no regrets."?
not really. i mean, i don't regret anything.
sure i have fucked up HARD.
but i learned so much.

Do your parents love you?
they do.

If your best friend needed somewhere to stay, could they live with you?
no. i don't have a place of my own.
i'm the friend that needed somewhere to stay.

There's a serial killer inside your house. What do you do?
do i know about it?
idk what i'd do.
it's pretty situational, you know?

Would you be the dumb bitch who gets killed first in a movie?
hahaha. i don't think so.
but who knows.

Do you get scared during scary movies?
YES.

Where do you want to live when you're older?
in a few years i plan on moving to portland.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of the year?
of course not.
life is nothing without change.

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?
uh. i don't have any of their numbers.
so after i found out it was them...
i'd probably ask them why the fuck they are calling.
because i don't talk to ANY of them.

Have you ever kissed anyone you weren't dating?
well of course.
single smooching is just fine.

Are you on any type of drugs?
bahahah.
no. not at the moment.

What are your plans for the weekend?
idk. i work all weekend.

Do you tell the person you love/like everything?
oh i tell matthew most everything.
i am VERY open with him!
which is a huge change for me.

Where did your last hug take place?
idk.

Is there someone you're missing right now?
naturally.

Do you believe in second chances?
i know that when i give them out, it isn't really worth it.

Have you ever been cheated on?
too many fucking times.

What's something you need to get done?
a car, a place, so many things.

Have you ever fallen asleep in an opposite sex's bed?
often.

How would you react if you walked in on your sibling having sex?
haha. i'd walk out.

What's your favorite color?
yellow.

What was the most boring thing you did today?
um. all of it.

Have you ever gotten burnt by a cigarette?
omg yeah. hahah.

Are you taller then 5'5?
i am.

Do you ever wonder if the person next to you is a virgin?
um. sometimes. hahaha. 

Did you know anybody that has committed suicide?
yeah. really, it's a waste.

Are your toe nails painted pink?
nah.

What's the last letter of your middle name?
e.

What kind of tea do you like the most?
hm. i'm not sure.
bubble tea!

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
nora.

Do you cry?
not very often.

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
laying around in bed.

Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up?
yeah. but i'm really happy where i'm at now.
so it's all good, in the end.

Have you ever kissed someones whose name started with a R?
hm. probably.

What does your 9th text in your inbox say?
i am so not looking it up.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
haha. it depends.
but loud is great.

Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo?
nope.

Could things possibly get any better?
things could always get better.

When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
most of the time.

Where were you last Saturday night?
party!!

Who is the last person you ate with?
myself.

Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
i have. it's great!

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
uh. i doubt it would change anything.
so it's whatever, you know?

Do you prefer to call or text?
i text a lot, because i'm always at work.
but it takes too long to say what you need to say.
i prefer phonecalls.

If you could have anything right now what would it be?
a car, a place, lots of money.

81.

[favorite current pic.]

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
earlier.

Last WTF moment?
so i served this guy his food and he said "how am i supposed to eat this?"
and i said "with a fork."
like wtf, how does he think he's supposed to eat it?
put your hands behind your back and peck at it like a chicken, dumbass.
and yeah, he did have a fork, and no, there was nothing wrong with the food.
he really was just asking how to eat his food. some people, man. 

When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
where is matthew?

Are you happy with the way things are going?
i'm on the up and up.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
of course.

Does it matter if your boyfriend/​​​​girlfriend smokes?
no.

Has the last person that kissed you ever made you cry?
no. never. and that truly is wonderful.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
hm. i'm not sure.

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
nothing comes to mind.

What is something you need to go shopping for?
a winter coat.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
ten years.

Will this weekend be a good one?
undoubtedly.
they generally are.

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
i'm not sure who i hugged last.
but i'm sure if i was hugging them i would again.
i don't just hug anyone.

What are you planning on doing after this?
sleeping.

Was today a good day?
yeah it was 90% different than i expected.
and i'm okay with that.

Is there a certain person that makes you feel happy?
psh, more than one.
but one more than most. ♥

What did you wear yesterday?
idk, actually. hahah.

Who can you tell everything to?
matthew, actually.
which is really refreshing.

Who is the cutest person you have talked to today?
matthew, duh.

Did you ever waste too much time on someone?
waste? nah. we drug it out longer than we should have.
fighting for something truly unobtainable for us.
but hindsight is 20/20.
it happened so i could learn from it.

Is the person you last texted single?
idk who i texted last.

Was last night terrible?
no way. i stayed with matthew.

Last people besides family that went into your house?
emma j.

Do you like meeting new people?
yeah. sure. whatever.

Do you miss someone?
naturally.
who doesn't miss someone?

Is there a person of the opposite sex, not family, who means a lot to you?
of course.

What can always put you in a good mood?
hm. matthew, haha.
he's way too good at it.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
nooo. never. geez.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
not if it meant leaving matthew behind.

Are you in a good mood right now?
sure. i'm kind of delirious.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
no. i'm good.
well, i love you.
yes, YOU.

How far away is the last person you kissed?
21 & yale.

Last time you talked to your mom?
oh goodness. like two days.
i need to get on it!

Where are you right now?
home.

What does your last text in your inbox say?
no fucking clue.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
like 7am.
partying.

Have you ever been in a car accident?
yeah. ah!

What is the last thing you said aloud?
i'm not really sure.

What's bothering you right now?
i'm tired. but i know i won't be able to sleep.

How do you type your smileys?
however i want at the time.

What does your phone do when you get a text message?
vibrate.
i can't set a custom text tone.
the ones that come with the phone are too damn annoying.

Do you know anyone who does cocaine?
mhm.

Do you get jealous easily?
not anymore.
wasted emotion.

What was the last thing you drank?
water.

Are you a type of person who cares what people say about you?
eh. sometimes i wonder where people come up with shit.
but i don't really let it get to me.
and you're cute if you think some shit talking is gonna ruin my day.

Do you currently have a hickey, if so where?
nope.

Do you regret anything you've done this year?
eh. not really.

Do you have a bad habit?
don't we all.

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yeah. oh well.
now i love someone who treats me as an equal.
it's pretty glorious.

Have you ever posed in the back of a photo that someone you didn't know?
fuck yeah!
i think it's funny to see people i don't know doing it in my photos.
so i do it, too.

Are you excited for anything?
uh. yeah, probably.

Where was your profile picture taken?
idk.

What woke you up today?
matthew.

Would you say that you're a nice person?
yes.

What color shirt are you wearing?
white. 

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
hm. yeah.

Do you have trust issues?
no. i just don't trust people as far as i can throw them.
which, believe me, isn't far.
and i'm okay with that.
i don't have an issue with it.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
things always do.

Fact about the last person who text messaged you?
uh. idk who texted me.
but they must be a person.

What did you do today?
woke up WAY early.
got home, didn't go back to bed.
went to owasso, then the doctor with nora.
then i took an hour long nap and went to work.

Are you single?
nah.

How do you feel about long distance relationships?
my relationship isn't long distance.
so i don't feel anything about them.

What is your favorite color?
three fucking guesses.

Were you mad when you woke up today?
it was whatever.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
it's pretty evenly split.
liz, lizzard, yellow.

How late did you stay up last night?
like three. i couldn't sleep.

What were you doing at 8 AM this morning?
on my way home.

Who did you hangout with last night?
matthew, mike, & the cats.

Do you read often?
yeah. it's the best.

Who makes you happy most of the time?
myself.

Do people ever prank call you?
nah.

What are you listening to?
nothing.

Do you have any pets?
janis & bowser. ♥

Do you open up to people easily?
fuck no.
if you know about it, you were there.
end of story. haha.

What is the last non-alcoholic drink you had?
water.

Have any recent regrets?
nope.

Did you sleep alone last night?
sure didn't.

Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
at nora's it scares me.

Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
yeah.

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
nora.

Did you have a good last night of summer?
idk. probably?

Do you have kids?
no.

Have you lost friends in the past year?
yeah.

Where were your hands last night at 11 pm?
haha, on matthew, i'm sure.

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
both.

Do you have any tattoos?
nope.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
one of the greatest feelings.

Did you sleep alone friday night?
hm. idk. lol.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
the same person i'm liking now.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
nora.

What color is your hair ?
idk. reddish.

Who's the last person you hugged?
idk. 

What is your favorite drink ?
non-alc: water.
alc: gin & tonic & limes. lamb chop. idk. a lot.

Do you have any siblings?
three. :D

How did you get your last bruise?
work, probably.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
not in the slightest.

When you wake up what’s the first thing you do?
open my eyes.

What’s the last thing you bought?
hm. food, probably.

Do you dislike anyone at this moment!
it's whatever.

Whose your last text from?
idk.