[this entry is missing a picture. and i'm sorry it's been so long. i know, i know, i'm fucking up.]

Have you thought about an ex today?
yeah. thad. idk how much he counts as an ex, though.
i mean i dated him when i was thirteen...

Finish this sentence:
I can't resist a girl/boy with/that:
... i can resist.

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
probably not.
i can't say no, ANYTHING is possible.
but it really isn't probable.

When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
uh. idk. friday when i was trippin too hard. aha.
i mean, i wasn't about to have a bad trip, but damn.

Do you consider yourself lucky?
definitely.

Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
no phone.

Why did you last cry?
laughing too hard. aha.

Could you cry right now?
nope. maybe if someone came up and cooter-punched me or something.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
not really. maybe if i'm at a funeral.
i start to think about my sister dying.
and that always will make me cry.

Do you believe in karma?
whole-heartedly.

Are you okay with the life you live?
uh. i'm OKAY with it.
i'm working on becoming happy with it.

Last person you told a secret to?
... i have no idea.

How many true friends you got?
more than most.

Do you live with "ghetto" people in your neighborhood?
nah, not really.

Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
yeah, i can front pretty damn well by now.

Are any of your ancestors famous?
i'm related to mickey mantle.

Do small children like you?
some.

How's your heart right now?
this is a dumb question.

Do you give up easily?
not if it's more intelligent for me to keep fighting.

Where do you go when you want to be alone?
away from people, obviously.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
i don't know.

Did you enjoy your summer?
last summer... it was okay.

If you could go back one month and change something, would you?
yeah.

Are you a jealous person?
i have better things to do with my time, thank you.

Would you ever consider adoption?
maybe.

How about abortion?
yeah. fucking hate me for it.
i don't give a shit.

Do you like Redbull?
it tastes corrosive...

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
nope.

Is it easy to make you smile?
oh yes.

Do you have a bad habit?
more than one, that's for sure.
however i quit smoking cigarettes.
FINALLY.

Where do you wish you were?
in bed, asleep.

Would you date someone taller than you?
i have and i do.

Did anything annoy you today?
yeah. my manager freaked the fuck out.
he went on a power trip.
sometimes he's like little hitler.

When is your birthday?
june twenty-fifth.

What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days?
... my days off.

Are you a loud person?
NEVER. aha.
seriously, though, not really.

Are you drifting away from any friends?
sure.

Was this New Years enjoyable?
nope.

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
i do now. which is crazy considering the shit we put ourselves through.

Do you think you could last in a relationship for 6 months?
i know it.

What were you almost named?
rhiannon.

What time did you wake up this morning, why?
omfg. 7:30. i know, right?!

What are you listening to?
"untitled" by interpol. ♥

Where did you get the top you're wearing?
target.

Who have you texted today?
i haven't.

Do you ever get a text saying good morning?
i used to like constantly.

Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
i am not naive enough to think that.

Last time you cried?
the other day from laughing.

How are you feeling right now?
kind of sleepy. i had a full day.

What are you craving right now?
the empty feeling i should have in my stomach.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
i normally don't say that, because it will always end up happening.

Do you want kids anytime soon?
hell no.

Is there something you want to tell someone but cant?
yeah. damnit.
i'm not used to this.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
matthew's bed.

Do you ever think about someone and start crying?
only if i'm thinking about sarah at a funeral.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
my current boyfriend is 10.5 years older.

Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
baha. yeah.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
dlafjlajfs

Are you missing someone?
oh yeah.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
i wanna sleep next to matthew.